June 26, 2007
~ Randomly...
Attended Maria's solemnisation at ROM today. My 3rd, or was it 4th time there?
Anyway, I was really not crazy when I said I can't catch the bride's bouquet because I can't get married. At least, not legally in Singapore. It's so interesting when they started asking 'why?' Because gay marriages are not legalised, yet, in Singapore. *hmm???* Really. I'm not crazy.
And I'm not nuts too. Though I wish I were, though I said I'm going nuts. If only.
Nice back. Nice tan. Nicely tanned and lean back. Really, what if I said it's because I know she liked tanned backs?
What if it got to the point that you no longer know the things you like are really the things you like or just the things she used to like? What if you are not even sure if it's because she liked it and you then grew to like it or you really, really like it?
Why would you bother to think so much into it?
Someday. Someday, I'm going to do a lot and anything and everything that people keeps telling me there is no point in doing. Even if the whole damn world says "But, what's the point?"
The point is, I fucking just feel like doing it.
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Feeling very, very tired the past few days. Dreaming a lot. Dreaming long, strange dreams. And then, waking up very tired and sleepy.
I just opened my mouth and poured a substantial amount in. And before I realised it, I poured a bit too much. But, what the heck! I could do with a deep sleep. Then, now that deep sleep kept wanting to come back to me. Except I've no time to sleep and sleep.
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This is the kind of night I wish time will just freeze over. Everything can stop. I wouldn't mind. I would just listen to the music of the rain, the melody of the breeze.
And time has no consequences at all. Nothing has.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 00:24